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Just had some girl who would occasionally be really fun to play around with or grab my sleeve and drag me all the way across campus while giggling and on other days she'd call me an idiot stalker and attack me for even talking to her to the point my shin still hurts to touch.
Also occasionally been asked on dates or had girls who were clearly interested in me but they usually realize I'm incapable of relationships or intimacy (my dad kind of made sure of that by repeatedly threatening to kill me and all other sorts of non sexual abuse)
I think she's a single cat lady these days and I occasionally respond to her posts on xitter and bsky (she's really smart so she probably knows it's me). I still have no idea why everyone says she's ugly or looks like a guy, genuinely the cutest girl I've ever met.
On that note I've been watching to be hero x because she's been v drawing yaoi of it and it's pretty fun.
I had a mutual friend (her neighbor and still my best friend I game with all the time) try very hard to get me to ask her out around the time we graduated, but I was very physically ill (almost back in the wheelchair) and suicidal around that time so I kind of just let it go. I think I'd be happier with it if she had found someone else, but I still don't think I'm capable of a relationship despite finally starting a career even if I did fess up to e-stalking her.