Saying this isn't going to help anything btw. It's much better to address issues than acting defeated at every opportunity. If this is honestly what you believe to be true and a representation of what you experience then work to change that. Being sad and unhappy about things is a useful emotion however it will not stand as a primary motivator. I assume this is coming from a perceived social aura on what you think you hear rather than how your daily interactions occur,therefore I will address this to say experience your surrounding world before you accept or acknowledge such a man-dative social happening. It's easy to believe the world as it is said by those who would speak loudly, at this I would urge you to consider instead to examine what is said specifically in occurrence to the words used. I will close this be offering inspiring and positive words and that you will achieve your goals as you work towards them, which in this case I assume is companionship. Apply Reasoning and direction to your ambitions and you will be happy and you will find what you're looking for.