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Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 01:28:13 No. 630216

I need to go to the psychiatrist and get adderall or something but it's too overwhelming and hard. I didn't want to talk to a stranger and try to convince them to help me. Even moreso I didn't want to pay to talk to strangers. This is PREDICTABLE, how do people accept having to go to some stranger and pay them anywhere between 150 and 550 dollars to HOPEFULLY get a diagnosis from them? Literally just gambling that they actually help you and don't just go "uhhh nah you get nothing" or you get some worthless drug that you have to come back the next week for to pay another set of money to change it or up the dosage to a useable amount, and that's the best case scenario. Even in the best BEST case scenario, you still have to go every month and pay to get a new prescription. It's ridiculous. I can't even believe this. This is literally a scam. Under any other circumstances, this would be called a scam. At least with jobs, it technically costs nothing but you time applying for them to reject you. This on the other hand is truly heinous.
The whole world is truly against me at every turn.
I dunno what I'm going to do. They want me to just continue being a jobless NEET hikki forever? Unable to even learn Japanese after all these years to even make the most out of worthless free time? I guess I have to figure out some solution, as much as I hate this situation. Or maybe I should just give up. I can't understand how this is acceptable.

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 01:39:27 No.630218

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Pretty sure you can make personal amounts of amphetamines from packs of pseudo-ephedrine available OTC.

Or you could just drink tons of coffee

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 01:40:44 No.630219

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why would you let them dim your star, drugs are for losers

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 01:47:07 No.630222

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Wow it's literally just match heads, hydrochloric acid, iodine, and ammonia.

5 ingredients

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 01:53:51 No.630226

>>630222
dull shine loser recipe

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 02:02:58 No.630227

>>630218
I don't want more fake weak shit, no speed, no modafinil, no research chemicals, and NO caffeine I need the real thing NOW. I'd also like to try ritalin or Vyvanse too if necessary because I don't have that much faith in amphetamine

>>630219
my star is as dim as it gets already, a black dwarf.
I need catalysts

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 02:31:35 No.630228

>>630227
your shine will only dull further and fade away

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 02:47:02 No.630229

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>>630222
the red phosphorous is on the striker plate not the heads

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 03:03:14 No.630230

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>>630229
dont understand why people would try to kill autists by giving them fake ochem instructions but i guess online people are just 0-empathy ruders this is why you shouldnt try to do drugs

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 04:19:48 No.630232

My psychiatrist is giving me 2 20mg adderalls a day but I usually only take them on the weekend anyways so now I have two full spare bottles if you're willing to come pick them up you can take them off my hands if you accidentally drop some cash on the ground. She asks if I want to try anything else when I see her I tried Vyvanse once and it kind of sucked and by that it would be good for people with real adhd (if it even exists).

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 04:24:13 No.630233

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>>630232
dont trust girls shes just stealing your shine

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 04:53:56 No.630237

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crying for otachis losing their shine to pillpusher whores

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 08:30:18 No.630246

friendly reminder that being on AAS or high-T in general feels like being on stims (constanly and without any bad side effects) compared to low-T state. sexual hormones imbalance is a well-known cause of (or co-incides with) many mental health aliments. it's just this simple.

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 08:37:47 No.630247

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a random memory just popped into my head I remember my grandfather asking me whether I had a girlfriend or not so I mumbled something in response and my father was also there and he says something like no of course he doesn't wtf dad

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 12:11:28 No.630250

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Had a coworker ask if I was married and he said I seemed like I would be. Which is even weirder cause they all think I'm 23 and he said I look like the type to be married early. Other co-workers of both genders have said similar stuff before.

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 12:40:05 No.630252

>>630246
You have slightly more energy and waking up in the morning is 10x easier but as far as focusing and locking in goes high test is nothing like amphetamines.

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 16:04:59 No.630266

>>630247
why is anna's shirt still form fitting but her boobs and bra are expanding downwards?

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 16:09:51 No.630267

i dont understand the question

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 16:12:58 No.630268

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why anti-gravity shirt but no anti-gravity boobs

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 16:13:27 No.630269

lol u tk him 2da bar|?

Anonymous 08/26/24 (Mon) 16:17:02 No.630270

but they are antigravity? have you never seen actual sagging boobers (just ask ur mom lol)

sage sage 08/26/24 (Mon) 21:12:09 No.630307

>>630247
get owned kid

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 00:27:40 No.630332

>>630216
>how do people accept having to go to some stranger and pay them anywhere between 150 and 550 dollars to HOPEFULLY get a diagnosis from them
This is literally every doctor

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 04:29:45 No.630343

Yeah it's bad when doctors do it too, BUT most of the time people go to doctors so the doctor will tell them nothing is wrong really. Or they have an objective issue that isn't completely subjective and subject to the whims of the doctor.

Anyway… another day wasted nothing done
actually I messaged some guy in a leddit thread about where he went in my area because he was kinda in the same situation a couple days (except he already had meds before but they made him redo everything because he didn't have proofs) I don't know if that will make a difference since i never had anything before, but when I asked him he just told me the name of the company not the actual doctor so I asked again I hope he tells me the doctor. There were only two to choose from at the place he told me but they cost 200 and not 150 like he said so I asked him if it was someone else.

150 dollars I have to play my cards extremely right or $150 down the fucking drain

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 04:47:35 No.630344

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DUDE I mean doc… I can't focus on anything, I have hundreds of browser tabs open doc, I need… methamphetamine

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 04:50:46 No.630345

It makes your penis extremely small btw.

You get really horny and have a ridiculously small cock. Probably what it does to your brain too.

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 05:10:42 No.630346

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didn't read any of this get a life nerds

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 12:10:10 No.630357

>>630345
This is true I told the ow girl we might as well not even bother after I take adderall

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 12:21:22 No.630358

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>>630357
I can relate, but I don't use speed, sometimes my dick won't get hard for my gamer gf

Anonymous 08/27/24 (Tue) 17:03:59 No.630384

Fuck you norms are obnoxious

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 05:08:24 No.631531

I still haven't done anything

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 07:09:48 No.631534

glad you haven't lost your shine

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 07:36:25 No.631535

rinse these vile norms oat man

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 13:34:40 No.631540

nothin norm about pounding that pussy 3 or 4 times a day they say that most men these days are going without in a cel epidemic so if we want to be non norms we need to get gfs

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 19:24:15 No.631562

getting a gf would ruin the cool darkguy loner aesthetic ive been curating these last 15 years

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 19:29:38 No.631563

real cool alright (lol)

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 20:20:33 No.631567

Oh yeah you're real cool (NOT)

Anonymous 09/09/24 (Mon) 21:48:07 No.631572

finally did something
Ended up going with the clarity online thing
I wonder what will happen…

Anonymous 09/12/24 (Thu) 00:00:54 No.631705

Went pretty well
I asked for vyvanse she would have been fine with whatever though apparently. Unfortunately by the time I asked I just wanted to try it she already put in an order for 30 so days so however well it works I'm stuck with it for a month.

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 03:11:51 No.633068

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yeah so after like, what has it been two, three weeks, of calling pharmacies and then relaying to the psychiatrist to send a new prescription and then calling back and only to find out not nowhere around has anything in stock and it's on backorder, I finally managed to get 10 mg generic adderall
i took it this morning (or well more like afternoon because I wake up at about 11 am) but it didn't actually do anything. Didn't feel any change at all really. Maybe a very slight little something but that was probably just in my head.

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 03:43:30 No.633069

nice waste of space negative value male being an objective drain on his fellow man

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 05:26:14 No.633081

>>633068
You aren't supposed to eat food while on it, it nullifies the effects

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 05:45:50 No.633083

Scientists have proven that if you don't see your wife for 10 days, you will ejaculate more sperm when you mate with her than if you had stayed with her the whole time but still not had any other ejaculations.

They have theorized that this is an adaption for your sperm to crowd out the sperm of other men if there is a chance your wife mated with another male while you were lapsing in your mate guarding, but that if there is no chance that happened since you were there the whole time, you only need to refresh the sperm inside her that died since the last time you mated with her.

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 05:58:16 No.633084

wonder what happens if you havent seen your wife in over 10,000 days

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 06:24:46 No.633085

>>633084
That is very likely going to be outside her fertile years so I think it would decrease your sperm count. She would be showing clear signals of age and therefore decreased fertility that you will pick up on and in turn be less aroused. You would maybe even find it hard to ejaculate at all. There would be no point to use the sperm you produced to try to inseminate her if she isn't fertile in the first place.

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 06:39:10 No.633086

Love taking surveys with made up numbers and applying bullshit reasoning and saying it's science. Love all social sciences.

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 06:55:22 No.633087

They measured the sperm and the men involved in the study agreed to separate from their wives for different periods. It wasn't a survey.

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 10:00:09 No.633092

Tried looking on scholar, please post it, I'd love to rip it to shreds.

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 11:06:07 No.633095

>>633092
That's kind of weird. Shouldn't you want to ascertain whether it's true or not?

Anonymous 10/02/24 (Wed) 12:15:36 No.633098

>>633092
Need a soyjak for this post

Anonymous 10/03/24 (Thu) 16:58:16 No.633232

Took one yesterday again. Nothing.
Took two today. My body is a little jittery and cold I feel like but nothing mentally different.