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why would gay people have a female wife dumbass

any chads here ever had an indirect kiss with a girl one time i was eating lunch with a girl and she didnt finish her thai beef noodle soup anyway i asked if i could finish it and i did

Anorexic Chinese girl that used to grab my ass in the percussion section during band class stole from my drink when no one was looking but I noticed it. We had a weird mutual crush, but I was completely unable to do anything and have/had very low self-esteem.
Also shared drinks and food with a Korean exchange student friend I worked and hung out with a bunch in college.

but I genuinely just can't figure out physical contact or dating or trusting people or expressing affection because of child abuse and trust issues and every relationship I was exposed to as a child going up in fucking flames to the point I can't understand why anyone would bother.
Maybe I'll figure it out one day, but I definitely need to figure out my career and liking myself better first.

I think I was forced to touch a girl's hand when I was 3 or 4. At the age of 7 I inadvertently saw a 7 year old girl's panties. We were playing, I was sliding on the floor and failed to stop before her dress. She knew what happened but didn't think much of it likewise I didn't find it that impressive at the time.

For a short while I would walk a girl home after school during rainy afternoons with umbrellas. Back in my hood there was an older kid that would pick on me but I always stood my ground. Some older girl from his entourage would then help me clean up and advise me to take it easy sometimes. She said she found me cute. At the age of 9 I spent a few summer weeks hanging out with girls slightly older than me but it was over when the next school term began.

Yeah I was quite the lady's man before I hit puberty and began to fear women. That fear is so deeply engraved at this point I don't think I'll ever be able to get rid of it. It's easier to pick up skydiving than women.

I had a girl in middle school that made suggestive comments at me and one day kneeled by my desk and did the cat paw thing with her hands and meowed and shit and I still couldn't close you motherfuckers have no idea what real autism looks like.

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dunno, im >>621892 also had my best friend try to get me together with his next door neighbor (a different chinese girl) after high school who apparently a crush on me from 5th grade onwards cause of some shit I told her when some guy was bullying her then. That remains the only time in my life he has ever been mad at me.
And had a Malaysian coworker ask me out on the only date I've ever been on (unless some of the things with the Korean girl from college count as dates) that went wildly awful from me.

also I genuinely don't understand how I do this to asian women
but I'm also genuinely happy with myself that I'm improving in life again

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