/jp/ - 2D/Random

she is a norm

I guess I should have known my life would amount to nothing if half of my parents didn't even take interest in me. I can't imagine having a child and being uninterested in them but I suppose he and his family saw that I had no value. And if your own parent can turn you away so easily why would anyone else ever find value in you?

>>618062
Are we talking about our dads in this thread?

My dad was an autist with anger issues who cheated on my mom and caused a divorce very early in my life. He sort of half-assed tried to be involved in my life, but was always very emotionally distant and lacks empathy. He wanted me to just be tough with no issues ever, because even small issues/weaknesses would not be tolerated and given no sympathy.

>>618064
No, just me

dad was emotionally distant and mom was an predictable manic depressive who made me unable to trust women that dad divorced and who killed herself in the group home when i was in high school

Dad was a suicidal bipolar drug addict who ignored me entirely outside of verbal abuse and was usually 4 timing women between losing his engineering jobs. Mom was always too busy trying to make ends meet because she had to pay for a mortgage on a house she couldn't afford cause Dad stretched out the divorce legal battle for a decade. Let alone shit like the time he tried to sell the house in the middle of the day and leave us homeless or how he'd yell at me over anything and everything. Or how there would always be 'turns' to choose and making dinner and it was never not mine.

Was able to cope from big bro, but it really started to fall apart for me in high school and college when he moved away as I firmly believe I don't deserve to exist and have social anxiety and an inability to trust bordering on paranoia. It got made worse by my mother moving in with her friend and FORCING me to move in with them during COVID when the only thing she is attracted to in others is bipolar disorder.

Moved back in with him recently. Got a job where I make roughly 70k pre tax posting on ota after doing 2 hours of work and am on track to finish my cs bachelor's at 29 next year then do my masters the next year.

Still kinda miss the people I used to kinda sort of be almost friends with, I hope they've forgotten me entirely. I know people always have said my near perfect memory is creepy…
Also wish my mom was just smarter.

I really used to think I was just really weak and that everyone has their shit, by maybe I really should have talked to a teacher or something. It probably doesn't help that I grew up in hospitals and was always socially lacking. Even my brother who at least has a PhD and job didn't come out particularly normal from the whole ordeal.

>>618439
Turns for chores and making dinner*

>>618439
What's up with cheating dads who easily get women having turbo hopeless romantic sons?

>>618443
neuroticism of no support and never actually seeing a functional relationship on top of lack of rolemodels
DEI-tards won't admit it, but sons of single-parent households have pretty much the worst set of outcomes of anyone statistically

I'm a 6'4 white guy in an area that's like 80% asian/hispanic and don't actually have trouble getting a date or even getting to sex from there, but a functioning relationship is still way beyond me anyways.

also makeup videos have peaked hoeflation and made it so any chick with a bmi under 25 is a 10.

The turbonorms that have bubbled up from the grave of gnfos have ruined ota I hope Trevor burns in Hell for this

might have to move in with the himaroaches

the himaroaches get the most puss of all

life is so hard for a gnsels tripping knee deep into pussy wherever they go but unable to form long lasting relationships with women