>>595152Then some hours later I was feeling sleepy, and I had the great idea to redose, but oral, I thought it wouldn't do anything at that point, and kinda forgot about it, probably tried to sleep, maybe I did sleep, at best for one hour or two. Then this happened, and I don't know, don't remember, I just saw the logs, my friend woke up, he wakes up early, messaged me, I answered, we talked about something unimportant, some time passed, I said I was really sleepy, he didn't reply, but I don't remember if he saw and ignored it, 30 minutes later I sent a message saying I was PREDICTABLE horny and then it got very very gay, the kind of gay I don't want. I was just describing what I wanted him to do to me, and he actually slept for two or three hours more, now that's something I remember, sending messages for hours, thought he was maybe seeing notifications and ignoring, but I didn't care, I can assume I was fapping at this point, I don't remember if I typed and fapped at the same, but I was using my phone so it's possible. He woke up, not much, I kept doing it, one time he got into it and it got mutual, but he didn't last long, I could somehow feel his regret, but he didn't try to stop me, he asked at some point if I was on meth because I told him about it like 12 hours earlier, I really thought I was sober, so I replied it wasn't possible after that long. Ok, whatever, basically I came hours later and that's when I realized, and everything was either hurting or weird, like my vision. That's it.