/jp/ - 2D/Random

you havent lived until youve been in the hima mansion
with NOThing but one light bulb and 16 men squeezed together on cots
with everybody snoring at once and some of those snores
so deep and gross and unbelievable-
dark sNOTty gross subhuman wheezings from hell itself
your mind almost breaks under those death-like sounds and the intermingling odors:
hard unwashed socks pissed and shitted underwear and over it all slowly circulating air
much like that emanating from uncovered garbage cans
and those bodies in the dark fat and thin and bent some
legless armless some
mindless
and worst of all:
the total absence of hope
it shrouds them covers them
totally
its NOT bearable
you get up go out walk the streets up and down sidewalks past buildings around the corner and back up
the same street thinking those men were all children
once
what has happened to them
and what has happened to me
its dark and cold out
here