/gay/ - gay

I could have bought 500k LINK with all my BTC and ETH in 2017. Instead I bought a 4k suicide stack and laid around waiting for a dip thinking below 3000 sats to buy. That dip never came and I laid around throughout 2018 procrastinating buying it distracted with other drama in my life. By mainnet 2019 it was too late.

I want to kill myself every day. I should have 20million dollars right now, instead I have a low six figures. I bought BTC in 2015.

How do I cope with this? I see the "you had 3years"(more like 1.5 for me going by sats since all my money is in BTC) and unironically want to kill myself. Can I fix things now? How do I cope?